Actually I want to work in CSD.
Recently I've been a friend's personal trainer.
I'm so happy training other people.
Perseverance changes a person's capability.
It seems Ka-ka should call you her godfather.
Have you fallen in love with someone else?
I took care of you when you were a little girl.
I changed your diapers for you. I'm old enough to be your dad.
You're just afraid of shocking Uncle Dik. If you're so scared, I'll tell him then, OK?
So many contrabands were brought in.
They were all put inside plastic bottles and boxes.
It's an insider job.
I'm not surprised when gambling devices are found during a search,
because most of them are made with pens and paper provided in prison.
They draw them.
But this time there's Hua Diao wine,
cologne, hand-rolled tobacco and even nougat candies.
Someone's brought these things in time and again. I won't allow that.
What have you got?
A Cat A inmate Lau Shek-ching ate the nougat candies too.
But he won't tell us how he got it.
He'd rather be punished. He's still refusing to cooperate with us,
because he doesn't want the source of the contrabands to be stopped.
I believe you all agree this is an insider job.
We think so too.
Actually Wat Sir and I have come up with a plan.
If we can find out who's bringing stuff in, we'll handle it in a low-profile manner
so that he'll think everything's fine. Then he'll carry on.
We must find out as soon as possible who's doing this.
Otherwise there'll be trouble.
Yes, sir.
Thank you. Thank you.
Are you serious?
Morning, sir.
We were talking about you. If you really go to STI, you must work hard.
Training students is as difficult as training inmates.
Got it. Thank you guys for giving me a chance.
I will work hard.
Good. Always be conscientious. Work hard.
Thank you, sir.
You hear that?
From now on, when Q's students are assigned to work in Stanley,
we must keep a close eye on them.
See if they do their work properly. Give Q some pressure.
Yes, sir.
Q, work hard. You have a bright future.
You didn't tell me you wanted to be a training officer.
I didn't dare tell you.
What if STI didn't accept me? It would be so embarrassing.
Enjoy your work there.
Cart noodles?
I don't want cart noodles. We can go to Shumshuipo.
I'll talk to Chan Sir.
OK.
Man Sir, this morning when Sunny inspected the Day Room,
he overheard Yip Sai-heung mumbling to himself in the toilet.
Really?
Is he pretending to be insane or possessed?
I think he's up to something.
Ting Ho-ho wants to buy cigarettes? She doesn't smoke.
She was with the other mothers before.
But now she's in the general ward. Her son's not with her.
It's not surprising that she'd smoke now.
Ka-ka, you think something's wrong?
When Ting Ho-ho was in the BB ward, her conduct was very good.
She wanted to be released early with her son.
But then she got into a fight with another inmate because of her son.
So she'll do anything for her son. She wouldn't spend her money on cigarettes.
Back then I got emotional. I have no grudges with Wah.
She suffers from a mild muscle spasm. She can't cut her daughter's fingernails.
What's that you're reading?
I have to go to court in a couple of days.
This is what I want to recite in court.
Really? I wish you good luck then. Let me give you this.
Thank you. I'm sure I'll be lucky.
I need good luck so that I can see my son again.
Hey, you have a red lipstick. Wear it to court.
Then you'll have good luck.
Right. If I look better, I can give the judge a better impression.
Silly Chu is really smart.
Don't worry. I can suck it up. I won't fight with her.
Sis King, I applied to buy cigarettes for you just now.
Please leave me alone.
Good. I just came to compliment you. Mind you. Don't forget to pay every day.
Didn't you say this is the last time?
I'll give you massages to set off the cigarette fees.
Massages?
Come on...I was an authentic acupoint masseuse.
I'll give you a 45-minute massage. It's worth more than a cigarette.
You look pale.
Your internal organs may be unhealthy.
Right. You smoke all the time. It's hazardous to your lungs.
What? OK. Deal.
Why don't you let Chu off the hook too?
What do you want?
I'll massage your knees, shoulders and temples too, OK?
Can I ask for extra time if I think you've done a good job?
If you say yes, I could even spare one more person.
The two of you are so close. What are you talking about?
Madam Yiu, we're in the same ward. We're good friends now, right?
You two have become friends already?
Of course. We're sisters. Look. I'm so nice to her. Good girl.
Where are you going?
I have to wash my face.
I'm a bit scared. I'm really weak.
I'm not worried that you're weak. I'm worried that you won't work hard.
Remember: Perseverance changes a person's capability.
Two options. Be an accountant to please other people.
Work in CSD to please yourself. Your call.
Perseverance changes a person's capability...
One luncheon pork and egg noodles. What about you?
Beef brisket rice noodles please.
Beef brisket rice noodles. Grandma.
Yes.
No more pig's blood or palates. Just some squid balls left.
Pretty girl, what would you like to order?
All the food I want to eat is sold out. Even God won't help me?
It's you? Did you pass the fitness test? That look. Did you really fail?
No. I scored fifteen marks. I passed.
You tricked me? What would you like to eat? It's on me. Hey, why do you look so worried?
You're worried about the interview and written test later? Don't be.
You can study for that. I'm sure you'll do fine. Whats the matter?
I've been so conﬂicted.
I wanted to pass, but I wanted to fail too. It would have been better if I had failed.
Then I wouldn't need to worry so much.
But now that I've passed. I'm so troubled.
I get it. You don't know how to tell your older brother. Take the test first.
Let me tell you a piece of good news.
STI has accepted me to work there as a training officer.
Really?
You two started a revolution in secret without telling me.
Don't tell anyone about it.
Her older brother wants her to be an accountant.
She doesn't want to do that. She's always wanted to work in CSD.
Don't worry even if I've told people.
I won't go to STI's written test and interview.
Why? You worked so hard to pass the fitness test.
You're right. I really don't know how to tell my older brother.
You mustn't give up so easily. I support you. I know what's on your mind.
You're afraid that your brother will object and be unhappy about it.
You don't want to disappoint him.
Exactly.
You mustn't just consider him. You have to consider yourself too.
Forget about it, Ka-ka. I know I can't convince him.
So everyone's here?
Do you want to eat curry fish balls? I'll get you a lot later.
OK.
Is chili sauce that cheap?
Come on. Eat this.
Are you serious? That much? It's really hot.
Don't just eat the curry fish ball. Finish the chili sauce too.
Don't finish it in one gulp. Eat slowly.
There must be a reason for doing that. OK. I'll eat.
Come on. Now describe how you feel.
So hot. I can’t think at all. I want to jump into a reservoir now.
I want to die. But at the same time, I don't want to die.
After a few seconds, I start to feel normal again.
But my mouth is still burning.
It feels like the aftermath of a calamity.
He's being dramatic.
But his description of the fish ball is really vivid.
In the future, if you ask him what kind of curry fish balls he's eaten before,
he'll forget all the other fish balls except this one.
So?
Do you want your life to be so plain that you'll remember nothing?
Or do you want to argue with your older brother so that you'll cry,
suffer, feel happy, sad and like you want to die so that you have a strong memory of it?
That's easy.
Of course you'd choose the hot and spicy fish ball.
Yau-yau, tell your older brother candidly your dream.
Then have a big fight with him.
If he still doesn't understand you, then ignore him. Live your own life.
I want to try this unforgettable fish ball too.
After you've done with facial,
massage the face gently as this can improve blood circulation,
so that your skin will get rid of dirt.
Start from the forehead.
Make a spiral movement from the space between the eyebrows to the temples.
Hey, what are you doing?
Take your hands off.
What's the matter?
She poked my eyes with her fingers.
Cheng Ho-yee, step out.
Ho-yee, you pushed someone during the retail service class yesterday.
Today you scratched someone during beauty class. Why?
I did it on purpose because I don't like it.
You don't like what?
Everything.
How come?
Last week the model restaurant instructor said
your cookies were really yummy.
He said you were up to the standard of a professional baker.
You even said you wanted to work in a high class restaurant as a baker
when you get out.
Why would you dislike everything now?
If you keep doing this,
the meeting between you and your older brother may not be approved.
Fortunately, one of the madams mitigated for you.
She said you obey the rules all the time. So they'll give you a chance.
Why? Why are you guys letting me see my older brother?
I don't want to see him. I don't. Don't let me see him.
Don't you really want to see him?
I don't. It's OK if I don't see him.
If I have to leave him after I see him for a while,
I'll miss him so much.
I'm afraid I'll miss him even more after I see him.
So I don't want to see him. I don't.
Yung Wai-chun.
I just talked to Ho-yee. And you called.
Do you know what's going on?
Her feelings are really complicated.
She misses her older brother. But she doesn't want to see him.
Really?
I understand what she's thinking.
It's like a poor person who's used to his own life.
Suddenly you give him something extravagant.
Then he has hope. But in the end he can't get what he wants.
It's really painful.
I understand.
People in jail think in a complicated way. We need to counsel them.
OK. I will
Actually I called you to see if you're free tonight.
A restaurant is going to hire some of our detainees.
I want to go and check it out.
But there's a special at the restaurant this month.
They're only serving couples. So I want you to go with me.
And pose as your girlfriend?
You don't mind, right?
OK. No problem.
I'll send you the address later.
OK. Bye. Pose as a couple?
Hello. I haven't had time to send you the address yet.
It's me. This is Ally.
I'm very busy.
I know. But I really want to talk to you.
There's nothing to talk about.
It's about Jimmy. Squeeze some time for me please.
I knew you wouldn't be happy.
I just didn't expect to see you look so angry. I get it.
Jimmy took a video of Kwong earlier. You guys couldn't press charges.
I knew you'd take it out on me.
Get to the point. I'm in a hurry.
We weren't there at the time. Why are you so sure that Jimmy did it?
I'm not so sure.
I understand that you chose to believe Kwong
so you failed to make a sensible judgment.
I understand that you wanted to uphold the justice that you believe in.
You said something nasty to me.
I understand that it's because you don't understand me.
So you don't know that I'm clear about what I will or will not do.
Actually I'm nice to Jimmy because he's like me.
He made the same mistake I made before. We both sought attention.
When I was in college,
I was so crazily in love with a guy that I couldn't tell right from wrong.
He stole. I followed him and did the same. He did drugs.
I followed him and did drugs too.
He loved someone else, sol mutilated myself.
I wanted to do something illegal to draw his attention.
I wanted him to care about me.
I actually had to go to jail. I was an inmate too like Jimmy.
I've never told anyone about this because I was afraid people would
look down on and discriminate against me when they found out.
I didn’t even tell Man my past.
Perhaps I haven't been able to let it go all this time.
So when I see Jimmy, I project my feelings onto him easily.
I don't know if he shot Kwong.
But I have a hunch that he didn't have a malicious intent
when he committed the offences before.
A school in Canada has accepted him. He's going abroad soon.
He'll turn a new leaf.
In fact he's changed completely since his release.
He's so much better than before. I do really envy him.
He went to jail in Hong Kong. He had you to counsel ad care about him.
Sorry. I really didn't know your past. Actually you didn't need to tell me.
Did you do that because of Jimmy?
I did it because I've fallen for you.
I went to jail before. Your view of me must be different.
Never mind. At least I've told you what I've kept to myself all along.
You don't need to think about it. Maybe we can be friends first.
Will you be my friend?
Man's friends are my friends.
Thank you.
If you still can't let go Of your past, I suggest that you talk to a specialist.
Maybe you'll feel better then.
You're a specialist. You can be my personal counsellor.
I don't mind you treating me like an inmate in private.
Why don't we go to dinner together? I can tell you more about myself.
I still need to work.
Just chat for a while longer.
I don't know if there'll be another chance. Please, Yung Sir.
I feel so relieved telling you everything.
You should have talked to someone long ago to let it out.
Not everyone will be prejudiced against you.
I hope I've really helped you today.
You've helped me a lot already.
I told you before that the best way to help a rehabilitated offender
is to give him a job, or a relationship. I mean a relationship of friends.
Kwong.
Hi.
You found someone to take my place already.
You don't need me anymore.
Oh, we happened to run into each other. Come on. Sit down.
Oh, actually I've got something to do. I need to go. Anyway, thank you very much.
You're welcome.
Bye, Kwong.
Bye.
Bye. Why don't you sit down?
Mom said you'll get piles if you sit on a chair that someone just sat in.
Excuse me. Please give her the menu. Order food then.
But there's no dried bean curd and roast pork rice here.
You don't drink, right?
I don't. I'm not a gourmet with class like Ally.
What's the matter? You're still mad that Ally interfered with Jimmy's case?
She could be innocent.
Why has your attitude towards her changed completely?
No wonder you enjoyed eating with her so much.
It's hard to explain it to you.
You don't need to.
Why are you so funny today?
Women are funny sometimes.
Got it. Well, I checked it out just now.
This restaurant is OK. Our detainees can work here.
OK.
Your Honor, I know I was wrong. I regret so much that I got emotional.
I don't hate Wah.
Ho-ho, you've been inside the bathroom for a long time.
Madam Leung, I have to make it this time.
So I want to touch up a bit to give the judge a good impression.
You won't give him a good impression if you're late.
I'll be done very soon. Give me a moment please.
Court.
FLCC9811/2013.
The accused Ting Ho-ho is charged with the offence of common assault
for assaulting Tse Mei-wah in Lo Wu Correctional Institution's Nursery Ward
on 4th October 2013.
Defendant, do you understand the charge?
I do.
How do you plead?
I plead guilty.
Do you want to say anything?
Yes.
Go ahead.
Sir, I know I was wrong. I really regret it.
Back then I was emotional...
You don't need to be nervous. Just take your time.
I really regret it. Back then I was emotional.
Because she suffers from a mild muscle spasm...
Your Honor, I know I was wrong. I really regret it.
Back then I got emotional. I don't hate Wah.
She suffers from a mild muscle spasm. She can't cut her daughter's fingernails.
In the past couple of years,
I helped her to do that every Wednesday and Saturday.
This shows we're really friends.
I understand that friends shouldn't do that to each other.
I'm sorry, Wah.
Whenever I get mad, I'm unable to express myself.
I only resort to violence.
Maybe I picked up this bad habit as a kid. My parents were junkies.
Whenever they wanted to use drugs, they'd beat me.
I remember once I said I was hungry. I wanted to eat, and he hit me with a chair
After that he beat me up. My knees had cuts.
My socks were soaked in blood.
Before the injuries had healed, he beat me up again.
So I ran out on the street to get away from my dad.
But I was careless. I got knocked down by a car. I lost my leg.
I was so mad after that. I felt that all people were bad.
When I grew up, I left my parents. And I felt calmer.
I found a job to take care of myself.
But if someone crossed me, my violent temperament would resurface.
After I was put in jail,
the madams taught me that violence can’t solve problems.
They told me to stay calm and have empathy. I've learned that I must control myself.
I've made a lot of progress these past couple of years.
I've learned to suck up everything except for two things.
First there's my son. Don't mess with him. Then there's my other leg.
My heart is empty. My son fills it up.
As for my other leg, please let it support me.
I need to make a living. I need to raise my son.
Your Honor, please believe me. Will work hard to review my mistakes.
I will change for the sake of my son. I don't want him to go to jail like me.
I want to join him as soon as possible. Please give me a chance.
I beg you please, Your Honor.
The defendant broke the law. She must be duly punished.
But more importantly, she needs rehabilitative counseling.
We should help her live a better life.
So I will pass a lenient sentence of four months' imprisonment on her.
Sis Tsin-Bin of Tender Feelings Behind Bars, how are you?
I'm Ting of Lo Wu Correctional Institution.
I got emotional earlier and committed an offence.
Today the judge passed a lenient sentence on me. I'm so happy.
I want to request a song for the person who helped me. His name is Gingerbread Man.
Can you play the song Let Everything Go with the Wind for me please?
Cold wind in my heart Blows away my dreams.
Sis Tsin-tsin, this is Gingerbread Man. I've heard Ting's song request.
Please tell her that she doesn't need to thank me.
She should thank herself. She's determined to change herself.
That's why the judge passed a lenient sentence on her.
Very soon Ting will be released. I've found a new target in life too.
So let's work hard together to achieve our respective targets.
I chase the cold wind.
Did your older brother really say
he's going to dinner with someone in Sham Tseng?
I'm afraid he'll yell at me because I didn't tell him I applied to work in CSD.
But why are you more scared to see him than me?
I'm not scared. I don't want to see him.
You know he's so serious all the time.
Any normal person would be scared to see him
You've been so close to him since you were a little girl.
So you haven't been normal in a long time.
Really? Actually I came for soup. Why don't I get the soup?
Good. I've put a lot of good stuff in the soup.
Answer the phone. I'll get the soup.
Hello.
Can I speak to Man Sheung-yau please?
This is she.
I'm calling from the Human Resource Section of the Correctional Services Department.
I want to inform you that you've passed the written test and the interview.
What does that mean?
That means we've accepted you.
But you must go through a body check and vetting first.
OK. Got it.
A letter will be sent to you to set out the details.
Keep an eye on your mailbox. Don't miss the deadline.
Thank you very much. Thank you. Thank you. I did it. STI has accepted me.
What? Really?
I can finally join the family business.
Just now I heard you say that STI has accepted you. What do you mean?
I'll get the soup.
Stop. Tell me first.
I've always wanted to apply for a post in CSD.
But I always failed the fitness test.
What about your CPA then? You've worked so long for the CPA exam.
What now? You wont be an accountant?
I never said I wanted to be an accountant.
I didn't sit for the last CPA exam.
Are you kidding? You lied to me? You've studied accounting for so many years.
Now you're just going to give it up? Why do you want to apply to work in CSD?
It's a very tough job.
You don't even want to get up early in the morning to go jogging.
How can you work in CSD? How can you endure the training?
Can you endure that?
As long as I like it, I'll be able to endure it.
I say you won't be able to endure it.
Now you know why she didn't tell you, right?
Because she knew you would react this way if she had.
CSD's not right for her.
ST I has accepted her.
If she can’t manage, she'll be eliminated.
You don't need to make the decision for her now.
She's my younger sister.
How can I let her waste her time and effort?
This is her life. Why can't she choose her own path?
I told you she's my younger sister. I can't let her make mistakes.
Besides, who understands her better than me? Who?
No, Ka-ka understands me. So does Q. Only you don't.
So you had so many people inﬂuencing you?
They didn't inﬂuence me. They helped me.
They helped me face up to my heart. They helped me muster up my courage.
Well said, Yau-yau. There's nothing wrong with pursuing your dream.
Don't be like people who don't keep their promises.
When there's difficulty, you should muster up your courage to face it.
I don't care how many people have inﬂuenced her.
I won't let her waste her time.
Why are you still behaving like this? How come Q understands me, but you don't?
I don't need your protection.
I just want you to say something to supportive like Q did.
Perseverance changes a person's capability. He taught me that. It's true.
Perseverance can really change a person's capability.
I've passed the tests now.
Everyone's happy for me and supports me. But you...
So many people support you now. You don't need your older brother anymore.
How can I make you understand me?
I do understand you. You can't even be independent.
You can't even handle a heater. How can you work in CSD?
How can you train people? How can you help them?
You'll fail the training for sure.
Everyone believes in me. Even STI does. How come you don't?
You will fail.
I will succeed.
If you insist on doing this, don't call me your older brother again.
Fine. I won't then.
Yau-yau...
Man Sir.
I want to talk to you.
OK. Hey, talk to you later.
OK.
What's the matter, Man Sir?
You're going to STI. Why did you ask my sister to go too?
Yau-yau wants to go to STI herself.
She failed the fitness test the past two times.
That's why I helped her.
You think you're helping her?
If you really wanted to help her, you should have told me
so that we could sit down and work this out seriously.
You don't need to do so many things behind my back.
She's not a primary student.
Her parent don't need not be told about everything, right?
I'm warning you. Don't inﬂuence her again.
I helped you. But you're treating me like your enemy?
What's your problem?
The fact is, Yau-yau wouldn't have done it without your encouragement.
Listen carefully. I care most about my sister.
If something bad happens to her, I won't spare you.
Don't think I'm talking back to you only because I'm leaving.
If you're reasonable, everyone will listen to you.
Don't think that just because you're in a position of authority
that you see everything clearly.
You simply don't understand your younger sister at all.
I wouldn’t have wasted half a second on you if it weren't for my sister.
If I wasn't wearing this uniform and standing here,
I wouldn't be so polite to you.
Hey, have some cake.
Thank you.
Let me see. So you're Chung Yee-sum.
Nice name, right? I gave her that name.
My name's Chung Yee-shek. She's Chung Yee-sum.
You can easily tell she's my daughter.
She's twenty-something years old. Why do you still carry her baby photo?
You should carry a more recent photo.
I do it on purpose.
I want to remind myself that if I want to see her face,
I must work harder to gain an early release.
It's been 20 years. I've missed many first times about her.
I didn't see her graduate from kindergarten,
primary school, secondary school and university.
But I still want to see her get married. Or at least I want to see my grandkid.
Keep dreaming. How many lifers got an early release?
Of course I won't listen to you. I'll only listen to Scholar.
As he said, there's no road ahead. You have to figure out a way yourself.
It's easy to say, but it's actually really difficult.
You're so stubborn. You won't understand.
Let me enlighten you. You have to do it anyway.
If you just think it's difficult, you're being really stupid.
Anyway I'll find a way when I've figured it out.
Then I'll see twilight.
Sounds sensible, right? You just copy what Scholar says.
You're right about that. He's my idol. Of course I support my idol.
By the way, if your daughter has a son,
will you let him be my grandson?
It's a deal.
Very good. Then I'll have a grandson.
Hey, good morning.
Good morning.
What's the matter?
I just got some bad news.
Chung Yee-shek's daughter was hit by a dump truck this morning. She's dead.
Man Sir, you want to see me about something?
I know. I've done the math. It's been two years.
It's time to attend the parole board.
You guys want to evaluate the performance of lifers, right?
Look. My performance these past 20 years has been really good.
Everyone knows that, right?
So I'm really confident that I'll get an early release.
Shek.
Yes?
You need prepare yourself for this.
Oh. No problem. I know. I've only been here for 20 years.
It's not my turn yet, right?
Don't worry about me. I won't lose hope.
Shek, we're sorry. We have some very bad news for you.
How did it go? Is it really about the parole board?
Does that means you have a chance to get out of here and join your daughter?
Die.
Hit him...
Stop...
Hit him...
Stop. Stop it...
You lied. Scholar, you lied.
Enough.
You lied.
Enough.
You lied.
Calm down.
Why did you play me?
Stop it.
Shek, don't do it. Shek.
Calling Control. Someone in Cat A ward is injured.
He's bleeding profusely. We need immediate backup.
Why did God trick me this way?
Don't do it, Shek?
My daughter's dead. I don't want to live anymore.
Who wants you to leave? Who doesn't have a future?
The walls and bars can’t block our love. If for you...
At first Ho-yee didn't want to see Puny.
She said she would miss him even more after seeing him,
and that would be worse.
Should a person not think about or long for anything sometimes?
If you want or long for something,
you'll be in pain if you can't get it in the end.
But even if she could get it, so what? Maybe it'll be even more painful.
I'm still waiting for your return.
I don't understand STI's requirements. We need to prepare everything ourselves.
They should provide these things for us.
They should provide you with the services of a five-star hotel, right?
This is part of the training.
I drew lots with the classmates.
I have to buy broomsticks, dust pans and buckets.
I'd rather buy bed sheets and hangers. At least it wouldn't be so embarrassing.
Have you got everything yet?
If you find out tomorrow morning that you don't, you'll be in trouble.
My notebook, my lucky watch and the loudest alarm clock in the world!
And the medicinal massage pads too. I forgot them all.
So you want me to get them for you, right?
You're so clever. Who else aside from you can I count on now?
Look. You said you would support me.
OK.
Hello, Yau-yau, I can’t find the pads.
Maybe I've used them up.
Why don't you go into the storeroom and see if there are any in the carton boxes?
OK. I'll call you if I can’t find them.
Why?
Many years ago, when you lost No Fear Bear for the first time,
I looked everywhere but I couldn't find one for you.
Back then I was afraid that
you wouldn't dare get on a plane again without the bear.
So I asked a factory to make it for you.
But they said I couldn't just order one. The minimum order was 300.
So I ordered 300 of them for you.
Before I went to Paris, I lost No Fear Bear.
That's how you could get me a new one right away?
Yes. There are 298 left.
You can still lose it another 298 times.
300 No Fear Bears. You're really so good to me.
That exceeds the care of an uncle for his friend's niece.
I have the guts to admit that I'm in love my uncle.
Why don't you have the guts to admit that you love me too?
I understand that you're under pressure.
But you just need to explain it to my parents and Uncle Dik.
Ka-ka, sometimes we really need to think carefully before we do something.
When you see a beautiful ﬂower on a peak,
you really want to climb up the peak and pick it.
But has it ever occurred to you that if you fell from the peak,
the consequence could be fatal?
You're still young. There are many things you don't understand.
There may not be a tomorrow for everything.
There are things that we shouldn't think about or do.
If reason can control feelings, why don't we be more sensible?
Why look for trouble?
I just want you to tell me. Do you love me?
I can't fall in love with you.